Silent I lay,
Never thought I'd find something,
So new,
So fresh.
Someone I can hold in my heart ,
For forever and tomorrow.
His love,
An expariment,
All new,
Nothing old.
I can tell him I love him,
I know he hears me,
His reply is I love you too.
A month goes by,
No call,
No talk.
Tears start to run,
So many voices in my head.
They're saying I'm not the only anymore,
I take a knife,
Press it into my skin.
I thought it was perfect,
It was only going downhill.
I promissed him I wouldn't cutt again.
What if I am the only?
I can't hide the deep slashs I've made.
They will kill him inside.
Forever and tomorrow os no longer.
Tears of a ruined life roll down these cheeks,
What have I done,
I killed everything worth living for.
Back to listening to the suicidal voices.
Forever and tomorrow was all lies no truth.
 
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