I am in a darkness no one can see. Blinded by notheness,
A fight to get free.
I cant get out, a ten foot hole.

I keep sliding down the slippery pole.
I keep getting held back
by the ones I loved.
Pushed away by everyone that is above.

I keep going when I have nothing left, and everything to lose.
I try to give up but,
something forces me to refuse.

I hate this place that I am in,
with no way out.
My life is a miserable desert,
with a horrible drought.

I have no answar to life,
just a rusty dull knife.
I provide my self a pain
only I can control.

I shut and lock the door
so no one will care.
no one will come in,
everyone stays out.
my life is over and,
there is no one to pout.

 
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