I use the razor,
I watch it bleed,
I cry softly,
For it's you I need.

I hate this life,
Of which I live,
I feel the pain,
Of which I did.

I needed you,
But you'll never know,
Because you do not hear,
The words that are your own.

I cryed for you,
I still do,
I cry for myself,
Because I want to be through.

I think about life,
Over and over again,
I just wish that one time,
I could possibly win.

So I sit here and cut,
For it's my only distraction,
You will never know,
Because I don't want to see your reaction.



 
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