I feel so alone yet I am not truely alone. My kids are here and they keep me
busy but in my mind I am alone. I feel so empty without someone here.
Lately I feel alone even when he is near.

I hurt so much, but I dont know what hurts. My mind is a blur my heart is
heavy and my stomach is in turmoil. I feel like I am crying yet there are
no tears. All I want is for some one to calm my fears

Life goes on passing me by, as
i sit wanting to cry. I am going nowhere fast in this fast pace world.
Stuck with no education in a dead end career. God, does anyone really care,
is my life even worth a tear?

At this point i dont think I have a life of my own, it's all about him.
What does he want , what does he need, and how can I please him. Just tell
him what he wants to hear . That's supposed to make life easier to
bare.

When did this change take place and where did I go? I am a good wife, I
think. A mother of two and soon to be three. I just dont understand, What
happened to me?

My lord where did I go, what happened to me?
 
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