I'm all up in my dark cold corner,
tears running down my cheeks.
Can you hear the pressure rising,
and hear all those heartbeats?

I feel as if I'm coming unglued.
I feel as if I've been badly chewed.
I'm all about to blow up,
as I'm all about to throw up.

I then find myself holding the knife,
as darkness comes in the cold night.
I get it closer to my throat,
I feel as if I'm about to choke.

Can I do this, do this right now?
Or should I wait, wait for my vow?
Am I really ready, ready to die?
Am I really ready to say my good-bye?

*Part II*
Blood is spreading all around me,
as I can hardly breath.
If I could never do a good deed,
then why live in this world? I must leave.

So I guess it's time to say good-bye,
as you watch me close my eyes,
watching me until I die,
make-way, I got to fly.
 
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