So much emotion
So much inside
Jumbled Around
In them I hide

Good actress, you see
They cannot know
How I really feel
I don't let it show

They circle in my head
I cannot rest
I lose sleep
I'm desperate to express

What goes on inside?
Even I do not know
More thoughts after the next
I swear my mind will blow

Why can't I sleep?
Why can't I be happy?
Instead I am confused
Just feeling so crappy

I'm desperate for love
Desperate for attention
Desperate for warmth
Desperate for redemption

My secrets I will keep
Mysterious girl of wonder
No one wants to hear
Of my life and great plunders

Happy and carefree outside
Dark and depressed inside
So much poetry in my heart
Where, also, love conjoined with hate reside
 
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