I feel the depression wrapping around me
Engulfing in it's darkness
Cold arms squeezing me tightly
Forcing the emotions from my soul
Self hate and dispair ooz out
covering me with guilt and shame
I hate what I feel but I feel it nontheless.
I want to die and end the pain
put an end to the pain once and for all
An endless search for happiness
It's left me bitter and discontent
What keeps me here?
The thought that I could hurt others?
Am I hurting them now?
Their hearts would mend in time
I am such a coward
Lost forever in the torture called life.
 
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