My LIfe is so messed up.
I don't want to live anymore.
How am I going to?
I don't see the point in living anymore.
Why should I?
I don't matter; I'm not important
I am nothing; What can I do? I am nothing.
Just another lost soal looking for my place.
It's so close the darkness.
I can feel it; It's right there, it's all I need
The coldness, the warmth; the hate. the love
The comfort in it; I can feel it
It's all I need; to feel something
But hopelessness and emptiness
The dreams and goals I once had Have perished into nothing; the nothing that
I am
The bottomless pit has been filled. I can feel it.
I'm ready to go; I have it planned.
I just need to take that step.
It's nore far, not hard to just do it; Just give up.
Why should I wait any longer?
My friends
They still want me here
In this world of no meaning, no love, just hate and fear
They want me here
I love them so I'll try to stay; they care about me
I would hurt them if I did
I don't want to hurt them but
They don't see; they don't understand
I'll do it for them;
I'll stay for them
Because i love them.
My friends

 
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