You cannot see me
Because I am not really there
I am just a memory that cannot be
With infinite pain I cannot bare
I watch the world pass me by
And ignore my every word
I sit alone and begin to cry
My deafening screams cannot be heard
Disturbing thoughts run through my head
Of pills and blood and razorblades
I soon believe that my soul is dead
As my pale white face begins to fade
I am a mere memory of that once beautiful girl
The one you used to see
But I am no longer that rare precious pearl
I am a fallen angel who cannot be
I am not dead
But nor am I alive
One final thought runs through my head
As into this deep, black sea I dive
 
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