I dont know why I feel the way that I do
Why I fall to the ground when I see your eyes
But I do know how terribly I miss you
As I look up towards the ocean skies

Exhausted I long for you to make me laugh
Patiently longing to be close to you
Shivering because of the sea breeze draft
My heart for you warms me through

I try to imagine you taking my hand
As we watch the buildings fall to the ground
The burst of light I'd feel inside
While being unable to make an audible sound

I fight the urge to cry myself to sleep
Drowning my misery with thoughts of tomorrow
The secrets that my heart will try to keep
Of being overjoyed with frustrated sorrow

I'd love to know why I give you encouragement
Why it doesn't inhibit me even though I lost
Your content misery is the only sentement
I'd make you happy at any cost

The terrible lack that we both share
You don't want to be the person you hate
But the girl I hate I will love for'er
This twisted irony and unexpected fate

Although I know we should never be
I fill my heart with pointless dreams
The only secret you don't know of me
That nothing is truely as it seems
 
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