Soft gentle light, serenity and calm
Wandering in a city of angels
Then slowly the darkness creeps in
Consuming the light and the peace
Suddenly the air feels bone cold
I get chills and feel so forgotten
My heart’s beating faster, louder
Pounding in my head
Faintly I hear footsteps in the dark
A shadow of fear falls over me
I turn to run and chase ensues
I run forever, or so it seems
A dark figure closes in
Grabs my arm and spins me around
I lock eyes with a monster
Hatred in human form
I feel his pain, his anger, his rage
I try to escape
But his grip only tightens
He drags me and throws me down
I scream until my lungs give out
But no one’s around to hear
His painful laughter rings through my ears
His hands on my skin burn
His breath cold on my neck
I close my eyes to hear faint singing
Distant, lost, and sad
I open my eyes
His body now pressed on mine
I scream again
Hot tears streaming down
Again his laughter stings
He’s ripping at my clothes
Bruising my body
And enjoying every moment
I can feel the sweat on his body
His cruel smile searing through me
Laughing, he bites my lip
Then kisses my neck
As he pins my hands above my head
He begins pumping, harder and harder
I scream with every thrust
I am consumed with feelings of terror
Guilt coursing through my veins
I feel dirty, drowned, dead...
His cry of satisfaction brings me back
His thrusting, harsh and raw
A blood-curdling scream escapes
As I feel his body tense
Yet again he laughs, slaps me across the face
Paralyzed, I can taste my own blood
And I weep from a broken soul
He hits me again to shut me up
My body too numb to fight back
He smiles; he isn’t done
A few moments rest
Then he’s back at it again
More violent this time through
Thrusting and hitting
The terror lay undiminished
Sweat and blood
I no longer felt alive
Still I continued to scream
It only heightened his joy
As he came to his climax once again
He squeezed my arms
Digging his nails in
Pushing me farther and farther into the ground
Deeper into this hell
He got up; looked my broken body over
His crackling laugh rang out again
He spit on me then kicked me
Knelt down close and whispered in my ear
“I love you baby, I love you”
A sinister smile fastened on his lips
These words scorched my soul
I wept and wept
This time he only smiled
Content with the knowledge that he broke me
That he took my soul, my body...
One last time he kisses my lips
Runs his horrible hands along my body
Tracing my every curve
Rubbing, bruising, hitting
He shoves himself in me
Pulls out and laughs
One last time I close my eyes...
I awake to the cold
Sweating and afraid
My heart in my throat, I’m shaking
It was just a dream...
Just a horrible dream
I hope
 
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