I’m sorry if I hurt you
I had no idea what to do.
He just kept pushing and pushing
But the thought of you prevailed
I told him I couldn’t, I wouldn’t dare
But he was caught in the moment
and at that we didn’t care.
Even though I hurt you
That day was just bliss,
Even though I was dreading that soft first kiss
I feel as though I lost you
Which I never meant to do
But for this we can mend
I just felt I needed to tend
For you are the only person
I feel I can connect
I can just feel you taking my heart
and it ripping through my chest
just to see the agony, the pain
that I had put you through.
To see my jagged flesh dangling
between your fingers.
Even though I hurt you,
I still do love you just as I did before,
But now with just a little more respect.
What happened the other night was,
And urge a rush of emotions and hormones
Plus a lot of mixed messages.
But the feelings he has for you
My friend those are the true feelings inside him.
What me and him have is nothing more than a friendship.
But now I see that one night of desire put me and your friendship over
fire.
Now, I’m hoping that this
Soon will pass and wishing you don’t
Want to kick my ass.
For what I did was foolish no doubt about that
Because I never meant to hurt you.
I know I said I would never touch him,
But you can’t blame just me.
Go ahead and ask him,
I was resisting as hard as I could,
And I never wanted anything to happen,
But deep down inside, it obviously would.
So as I stand ashamed and hurt,
I hope one day that you will forgive me and
We can start off where we were left.
I’m just so confused over this,
How can I get caught up in such craziness.
I never thought of him in that sense,
But something came over me.
He is just so sweet and suave,
There is that something that you have seen for years,
And until recently I had no idea what you were talking about.
There is just that something about him that makes you lose your guard.
Trust me its hard.
I’ve resisted many times before
But this time I guess I just couldn’t take no more.
So, I’m truly sorry that I hurt you and if you eternally hate me,
Than do what you do.
But for me
I’m still caught in the confusion.

 
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