Last night I took a corner
Where I sat all alone
Thinking about 'us'
The one person we used to be
And I didn’t know just what to do
Smile or cry or break down revealing
My true feelings

It’s been so hard to live without you
Almost a year with you a part of my life
You occupied a big space of my whole being
To now leave me alone
With coldness and all the
Self torment I have to put up with

I used to be comfortable at the thought
Of the probability of bumping into you wherever i go
But now you're oceans away
And the remotest hope of a coincidence
A meeting
Just whatever
Exists no more

Bad enough that I don’t see you
But now we no longer talk
I never thought this could happen
I never thought we could ever pass by as strangers
But this is what has become of us
This is what has become of the memories

A part of me knew this would happen one day
A part that chose to live denial rather than facing the facts
I knew that these memories that live within us
Was going to destroy the last bit of me and you one day
The last bit of whatever it is we still had
And yet what I never really expected
Was moving on to be so easy for you
Just like some chore you had to get done with

One word you said, knowing it would shut me out of your life
Now I realize that you weren’t the angel I thought you were
You knew just what you were doing
You were too smart
You said the right word, at the right time
Knowing that my pride won’t take the humiliation
You just embarrassed me in front of everyone
Knowing exactly what the consequences would be

Sometimes, I actually second thought the idea of not forgiving you
Maybe you're sorry
But then I realize the awful truth
And hit myself back to reality
You said the right word, at the right time
Knowing that it would
Shut me out of your life, forever.
 
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