She closes her eyes
& Counts to ninety-nine
These contemplations
Flooding her mind
Don’t seem right

The dagger looks awfully appealing
Until he had it through her heart
She’s almost lost all feeling
By now
Sweet Romance
Must you fall apart?

And she knows this really isn’t what she wanted
She knows this isn’t real
This isn’t like him to steal
To rape her of this life

She must believe in make believe
Well, its all make believe
Isn’t it?

Don’t shake your head at her
Just let her be
Let her see
The damage that love can bring

She can’t quite grasp it
She’s not quite whole
With a broken heart, an empty soul

She lives her life in a cradle of deceit
And days go by
She had been cheated
But, soon, without defeat
By a boy who thought her to be
Nothing more than a toy
By a boy who taught her to act
Like a person she wants only to destroy

She doesn’t want to taste these tears anymore
She sheds tears by the minute of every hour of every day
Mute
Concrete
There’s not much to say
By Now

And she knows this really isn’t what she wanted
She knows this isn’t real
This isn’t like him to steal
To rape her of this life

She must believe in make believe
Well, its all make believe
Isn’t it?
Don’t shake your head at her
Just let her be
Let her see
The damage that love can bring

She can’t quite grasp it
She’s not quite whole
With a broken heart, an empty soul

99 seconds of a future to a past
A look beyond reality
A step outside mentality
Above her, face to face, lolls boy who'll only fuck
With toys for little boys
And I refuse to be a toy

And I know this really isn't is what I wanted
But I know it’s real
How like him to steal
To rape me of this life of mine

No
Not today

 
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