Filled with disappointments, yet there have been achievements
Full of faith, yet I hunger for truth
Justice I crave, but left with nothing
Depressed I am but, yet I smile
Rageful, calm I remain though
My mind is in a fantasy, but my eyes remind me of this dim reality
I feel cursed, though God's blessings are many
Confused I am, yet I understand
I am lost and somehow I know where I am going
I rejoice though even when I am saddened
The pain is unbearable yet I still work
Frustrated am I because of lost opportunities in life
Revenge I seek for those who have mistreated me
Psychotic I am because of all who made me
I have my own demons to face, my own enemies to fight
My own battles to overcome and am put to the test
This I will not fail, cannot fail, because I know I am greater
I know that these demons will disappear, these enemies defeated
And know that these battles will be won all in due time
For I suffered and now will suffer no more
This is my life, my destiny, and my curse
 
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