As I sit there with the breeze hitting me like it's going to sweep me away,
I hope that it just might, I stare at the moon and wonder why it seems so
gloomy it just disappears in the darkness of the night by the overwhelming
clouds with more darkness than ever, it keeps my eyes focused but then
it's gone and it reminds me of myself the shining of all light is gone as
fast
as it got there in that instant it's just gone. Why can't I be like that
without
these feelings swallowing me whole as you walk by and do nothing but a
simple
hello. The wind is so cold it's numbing but not enough to not feel this
pain
I wish not to feel anymore, away. I can't close my heart to those things I
wish
not to feel like the way I feel right now the only thing I can do is close
my eyes
in hopes not to see him come near me because now I know that the only thing
that he can do is hurt me. Why do I write to him all the time? How come I
can't get him out of mind? No matter what I do he remains there and it
haunts me
but I need to get over that fact that he's my world because tomorrow my
world
could be gone then theres nothing left of me. As I sit there with the breeze
hitting me
like it's going to sweep me away, I hope that it just might.
 
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