I cry when it hurts.
And it hurts so bad.
This pain won't ever go away,
'Cause I know things won't ever be the same

I know you hate it when I'm sad.
You never wanted me to cry.
You just spoke what you thought was best for us.
Oh I wish it was all a lie!

Just so I can live life to it fullest,
And be a child once again,
You said you just wanted to be friends,
and nothing more in the end.

You hoped I understand.
Which I do.
I hate that I'm so understanding.
Why can't I just be a little bit cruel?

How would you have you reacted,
If I was selfish in my childish ways?
If I told you I hated you.
Then could you feel the same?

But I don't really hate you.
I can't ever be mad.
It sucks...
I love you so bad!

For now I'll love you in secret.
These feelings will go to the grave.
No one will ever know how bad it hurt,
That day when I threw all we had away...


 
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