I feel confused, and trapped in my mind
A way out, is all I want to find
All this pressure, is too much to take
I feel my life, I can no longer fake
Why must I be tortured, is all I ask
The life a I live, is no simple task
It's never been, easy for me
Why can't you, all just see
Sometimes, I feel like I could cry
Now tonight, I just want to die
Everyone I care for, takes a step back
Someone who cares for me, is what I lack
I wont get attached, anymore
Because I've realized, that's a painful door
A painful door, I will not enter
Because of, the painful splinter
A painful splinter, that sticks in my heart
It hits me harder, than a dart
I want to take, that great big leap
And enter into, my endless sleep
I must go now, so don't shed a tear
Death is not, something I fear



-James Goines-
 
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