Hold my breath; Close my eyes,
I can’t believe what I feel inside.
Clutch my comfort tightly; make sure to lock the door,
Not much I can say; don’t know what I’m doing anymore.
Feel the pain; Take it in,
This has become my biggest sin.
What once was wrong, now is right.
I feel like I’ve finally found the light.
I’ve found a way to manage,
I’ve found a way to cope.
I’ve found a way to erase the pain
Of which I’ve always wrote.
I don’t have to have a reason,
I don’t remember why,
But I feel like if I don’t,
I’ll sulk away and die.
It’s not a choice it’s not an option,
It’s just a way of life,
I really cannot help myself,
I’m addicted to the knife.
 
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