I bottled up my emotions because you didn't like me for me,
I bottled up my emotions and tried to be as happy as can be,
But now all I can do is sit and bleed in sweet misery,
I needed you but you don't care,
I wanted you to love me,
But you wouldn't dare,
I've tried so hard to change for you,
You've sent my thoughts and the real me askew,
Once again I try to blame you but blame myself,
My life is once again a living hell,
For once in my life my emotions will no longer be bottled up,
For this bottle has shattered,
And now my thoughts aren't about you,
They're about me and what I want in life.
 
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