If people could see life through my eyes
They would see all the painful lies
Wanting to die more each day
People hurt me in the worst possible way
I love to give myself pain
The only successful thing to gain
Every day I put the gun to my head
Knowing that all I want is to be dead
I wish I was never here
Hopefully the end is coming near
What people do to me, I will never forget.
But what I do, I will soon regret
The pain has become unsatisfying
I can only be happy if I were dying
This is how I was meant to live
All alone, I cannot forgive
I will not live my life to make God happy.
When unhappiness is all he brings me
I live in pain all day long
Wondering what I did wrong
I just don`t know what to do anymore
Seemed like I had everything before
All I want to do is die
I don`t want help, I don`t want to try
I guess people will never know
What it`s like to feel this low
Now that I can no longer hide
The easiest way out is suicide
Then everyone will think I am weak
But getting away is the only thing I seek.
I don`t know what other message to send
Other than my life will soon end
 
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