Life perceives you as you think all is perfect,
All is not well.
Your friends despise you,
Your heart is full of black hatred.
And your mind full of dark thoughts,
Your mind full of death.
Death consumes your emotions,
Killing your heart.
Nothing left to your emotions but dark, dark hatred,
Thoughts of constant death, wrought emotions bleed.
Friendly feelings vanish, replaced by being used,
Using, abusing, no apathy for the human emotions.
No apathy for the friends you used to have,
No feelings left in your numb and nimble body.
Your heart bleeds for the person you used to be.
Who you used to be, who were you?
Looking into the mirror, to the dark depths of your soul,
You see a light of the past, the past, a slight glimpse of the person you
were.
A glimpse of light, a glimpse of hope,
Hope that’s a word that is used too much.
You lost all hope as your friends turned their backs when you needed them
most,
You turned into the monster everyone sees.
The monster everyone hates, the one everyone wants to change.

 
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