I sing softly to you
Careful not to pull you out of your world
For once you are beautiful, quiet, loving
But time promises nothing
Nightmares conquer my dreams
So I run from the twilight
Stumbling into the night
Into the dark
I thought I was gaining hope
But I was only losing reality
For I went from a living nightmare
To an unrealistic hell
And here I am
Where my world used to feed off of love
I now live off of drugs and flashbacks of you
You haunt my mind
Like my shadow to my body
I try to erase all memory of you
But with every drug that induces me
With every high I get
Or every time I lose consciousness
You linger in my mind
And finally
Not coming to soon or too late
You’re gone
With a flash
Or really it was more like a bang
As the bullet goes through my brain
Finally destroying
Everything I wished I’d never lived for

~jenna
 
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