I wonder if you feel the same.
all day long so much pain.
trying to figure out how to scream out loud.
with no one saying "shut your mouth"

the same sad face.. tomorrow when I wake.
the same smile.. which is as good as fake.
all the same.. just a different day.
always the same question "are you ok?"

I say yes.. but I mean no.
but how can you know?
locked up in my own skin.
and no one hears me screaming.

but today I stopped pretending.
didn't fake a smile.. didn't smile at all.
today I stopped pretending.
stopped the lies from never ending.
 
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