Blazed glazed and in a craze
I start to pace and it makes me go into a haze
I wonder what's gonna be the next page
In this maze that's all the days of my life
I hit a wall and I fall back to the start
I wish I was smart
Then maybe I would be able to play my part
But I'm not and it feels like a stab in the heart

So here I am all alone
Standing right beside my phone
My life is blown
I wish I had any ones besides my own
I knew I should have never gotten stoned
Now look at me I just sit here and moan
As I sit there with blood coming out of my wrist
It starts to burn as I clinch my fist
I think about pulling out but I must persist
Slowly a mist goes over my eyes
When I realized I just died

Some people asked why?
Others just sit there and cried
My parents thought it was that I had no pride
My mom falls to here knees and looked up at the sky
Saying God he was too young to die
With a tear coming out of her eye
She said I need him more than you
It wasn't his time he wasn't due

So the only thing I'm remember by
Is the epitaph on my gravestone
"Here lies a kid at the age of 17
Who's death was far unseen
His eyes were covered by a dark screen
He though he was all alone
Forsaken tormented and unknown
Now all that we remember of him is this stone..."

 
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