Now you have left me with nothing to live for
I hardly knew you but i knew you so well
You were my blood, you were my life
You helped me through thick and thin
You stayed around when no one else would
Now i have nothing to live for

I loved you with all my heart and soul
I looked up to you when i needed advice
I asked you for something
You made sure it happened my way
But i wish i could have saved you
I wish could have asked you not to kill yourself
But since you did it anyway
I now have nothing to live for

I used to try to be with you
I tried to hang out with you and your friends
Just so i could look cool
I felt like i belonged when i was with you
I felt i had all i needed in the world
When I'm with you i have no cares
But now i see what its like without you
Now i know what it feel like to lose someone you love
But now i have no one to look up to anymore
I now have nothing to live for

You told me never to do drugs
You told me never to mess with guns
You told me never to join gangs
You told me never to give up on life
You told me suicide is not the way out
You tell me never to do these things
But you did them anyways
But now I'm starting to consider suicide
Why do you have to leave me with nothing live for

You leave me in this world alone,tattered and torn
You leave me with nothing to look up to
You leave me with the guilt that if i had come home
I might have been able to stop you
You leave me in this lonely,cold world
With noting else to live for

R.I.P
L.A.J
5/20/87
5/10/05
~in loving memory~
 
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