I walked in to the room
To find you lien face down on the floor
I want to believe your just sleeping
Then i see the blood on the walls and floor
The gun lays in your lifeless hand as i stare in pain
As you lay there i think that could have been me
If only i had gone with you
I'd be laying were you are right now
If i had gone with you
You would still be here right now
We wouldn't have lost you
I'd rather it be me than you anyways


You say is not cool and i shouldn't try it
Right now i am unable to control my feeling
You say suicide is not the right way out
I think right now suicide will rid me of my pain
Suicide is probably my only option right now
Because of you leaving me helpless in this world
Has left me with nothing else to lose

I just wish i could switch places with you
If i could have switched places
You would have never died
It would have been me
But now your gone now theres nothing left in my life

My life is no longer complete
I now have a gaping hole in my heart
For your death has torn me to pieces
You will live on through my heart and soul


R.I.P
L.A.J
5/20/87
5/10/05
~IN LOVING MEMORY~

 
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