I try to imagine the damage you think I may have caused,
I try to keep me going but in the end all I thought- I forgot,
I try to sympathise with you, But a thing I can't forget,
Because it's always there... They're always there.
I've tried to hide, but every time I change my mind and turn to the
knife.
I keep wishing somebody would take me away to a safer a place
And protect me from this falling cascade,
And I'll bully myself, so that nobody else
Will be able to take my place,
I can't change the past, and my future's planned out
But no-one takes the time to wonder if I'll be here for that future...
Nobody really cares.
And the pain's too severe to forgive you, Daddy.
The tears fall down my eyes, and your the one who made me
So sadly You'll disappear- go away.
I keep thinking that I love you, but then- it's all the same. The tape
unfolds it's there again...
You'll never change.
 
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