Well we’re back where we started.
It seems that nothing has changed
You’re with her… I’m left alone…
I think you’re both deranged

Maybe it’s true that you two are a great pair
I don’t even see why I really care
It’s not hard for me, no not at all….
To forget all the times we’ve shared.

I wasted my time for far too long…
To keep you two apart
What I should’ve seen, reality’s clear…
it’s really me that should depart
I gave you a chance… actually three…
to get it right again
But I finally see… that it’ll never be….
Cause you liked it too much back when

I guess you enjoyed her breaking your heart….
And dragging it on a string
Treating you like shit in her hand….
You wouldn’t rather be any other thing

So now I have only one choice in being your best friend
I’ll give up on advice that you don’t want to hear…
I’ll let you decide on how you can mend
Cause you’ve already reached your *nadir

What gets me the most is you know it won’t last….
But you don’t want to give up this fling….
I’m warning you one last that you’ll get again attached and
This time it's expected… I just wish you could see it this clear!

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Written 5-31-05 @ 11pm
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P.S.- *nadir (pronounced: nay-deer) meaning- lowest point.
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(written out of anger, not my best, it's choppy... but that's
okay! lol. Thanx 4 reading it!

 
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