The wind hisses and pulls.
It shoves me toward the edge.
As I look down into the distant water,
I wonder why they couldnt except me
For years I wondered through the crowds alone
Now my journey is to be done.
I wonder if there is another life.
Is there a God who will punish me?
though I've already been through Hell.
Will I roam the world as a lost soul?
Or will nothing happen at all?
I can't help these thoughts,
As they rush into my mind.
Standing on this ledge,
Suddenly seems so right.
To Jump into the cold ocean water.
End my life like it was lived.
How come in this huge world,
Someone couldnt take my hand and lead me.
Alone I lived, Alone I'll die.
I look down and take a breath.
This fall will be my last, and most successful.

 
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