SCARS
I see her differently
though I don’t wish to

There is something wrong
I don’t know what.

I wish to forget
I know I can’t

I don’t know what drives her,
what made her start

All I know is she thinks it helps,
helps take the pain away.

It may help her,
but it hurts me

To know she is doing it to herself,
making SCARS

SCARS that will last a lifetime
SCARS that will remind her

remind her of what she did,
remind her what hurts her loved ones

I don’t want it to end like this,
her last months here in pain

I want to see her happy again,
to see her leave happy


If she makes,
she will look back

and ask
WHY

why did i do that
why did i make those SCARS

did it help
or just make it worse?

 
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