I still remember the day, and the time and the place
December 8th, 5:45, at school on the B hall staircase
The sun was setting, it was a great view
No one else was around - it was only me and you

The way you were acting just wasn’t the same
And what I was feeling I could not explain
The minutes went by so slowly - I couldn’t keep still
I wanted to leave but I stayed, against my own will

I knew what would happen, what you were going to ask
And so when you did, I tried to think fast
But I still didn’t know what to say, didn’t know what to do
I couldn’t even look at you
I knew I had to say something, and it had to be soon
But to me this was something totally new

I kept you waiting for awhile, then came winter break
It was then that I figured out what I would say
But when we got back to school I changed my mind and backed out
So I wrote you a note since I couldn’t say it out loud

You said you needed to talk to me but never did
So then I was the one waiting, and I couldn’t stand it
Days went by, and then turned to weeks
Eventually I gave up, but it was still bugging me

The way you were being was getting me mad
But at the same time it was making me sad
Nothing at all was the same as before
You hardly even talked to me anymore

I’d thought we were friends all along
But now I know that I’d been wrong
How could I trust you after what you had done?
Everything had ended before it’d begun

So after two months, still nothing’d been said
I stopped looking back, and started looking ahead
Things were getting better, everything was fine
You were no longer stuck on my mind

Now, two weeks before the end of the year
“Kevin got expelled!” is what I hear
So I guess I won’t see you for a really long time
But after what you did, I think that’s fine

Maybe sometime I’ll see you, maybe I won’t
Whether I do or not will be my decision alone
But for now I guess this is goodbye
I know I’ll find a better guy
 
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