To you all I do is mess up,
stop abuseing me with words and abuse me with love.
I want to be your little girl again,
when your love surrounds me, below and above.

When I try to make you happy,
only more problems I cause.
I try to show the great in me,
but all you see are my flaws.

I live in a diguise,
so know one knows the pain I feel.
With the lack of love you give,
it will take me a lifetime to heal.

It seems like we don't talk or play games like before.
I just mess up again and again,
you say I'm useless and hopeless,
like I am your friend.

You've told me I was a mistake,
and that you didn't want me at all.
Then why give me hope? Why pick me up,
when you only stuck around to watch me fall.

All I want is your love,
to be loved is my desire.
Love that will burn holes in me,
love that will light me up like fire.
 
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