The hardest thing for me is to see your smile,
Knowing it has nothing to do with me, I'm not worthwhile.
All I want is a passing glance, a half'hearted smile would do,
With your shinning brown eyes, I would love to look into.
I just want to know I crossed your mind, you thought about me,
Just for 10 seconds in your day, again you'll be set free.
Just a glance, ten seconds is all I can ask for,
Just a glance, you can no longer give me any more.
As of now I live too little and dream too much,
Dreaming of your eyes and your soft touch.
And all I live for is hoping for a glance,
But still dreaming of that second chance.
I have never stopped loving you, oh! how I still care,
I hurt the most when I love you, and you're right there.
Right there smiling, talking, laughing with me still,
I'm missing something, and it's what only you can fulfill.
I love you, I just do not show it anymore,
I have all these feeling that I must ignore.
You told me to move on, to find someone else but you,
I pretend I'm fine, but the pain is there and true.
My one smile can hide the inevitable tears,
All this pain seems to go on for years and years.
Only being apart for one month, you I still need,
I need you, but the tears I just continue to bleed.
Only you can bring me so much happiness and pain,
All at the same time, I stand smiling, crying in the rain.
Hiding the hurt, hiding the love, all my wishing is a dream,
All for you, you, I try to laugh as I hold the scream.
Still grasping hope that only time will tell,
Either sending me sky high or blasting into hell.
Just a glance, ten seconds is all I can ask for,
Just a glance, you can no longer give me any more.
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