Words I've said
They’ve cut too deep
These feelings no longer
I have the strength to keep

I say over and over
I'll let you go
Cause the feelings I feel
Are inappropriate, I know.

But how can I let go
Of something I've never had?
I want this feeling to stop
Cause it makes me so damn sad.

The more I try to deny it
The stronger it seems to come back
No way to get through this
No way to make up for what I lack.

Attraction grew into obsession
And it never seems to end.
How can I get over you?
It never works like I intend.

Don't you know
That I would give it all away
Just to feel you
To hear that you'd stay?

But you have your life
One that doesn’t include me
You appear to be doing just fine
But I am breaking apart, can't you see?

Locked up for a month
Wanting to die for you
But even before it began
It was all ready through.

My attempts to show you how I felt
Were obviously too strong
But why can't you see that
In your arms is where I belong?

I'd rip the flesh from my bones
To show you my affection
But I am only left with a lonely girl
Lost inside her own reflection.

A true sign of love,
I have no choice but to press on
To leave you to the life you live
The lines have all ready been drawn.

I can feel you slipping away
The pain… human words cannot articulate.
Hoping that one day you may return.
Naïve… yes, but still I wait.

- May 29 @ 12:34 am

 
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