**just so u all know this is not my poem it is my boyfriends i feel bad
about saying it was my own but yes it is my bf's poem im sorry if i
misled you**


I died and was reborn as an empty shell until i saw you
When i laid eyes on you i felt reborn
I felt like i was in the greatest dream, but i knew they were real
but then all these feelings shattered into pieces as my friend came and
stole your heart
the feeling was gone and I was alone
I felt my heart sliding out of me and I could feel the blood in my veins
draining away
I was nothing and I was lost in a state of nothingness
I could hear those words hate,kill,pain and suffering in my mind
I died that day and was reborn without eyes and without a heart
I would no longer see you all I would see is the pain full memories in the
back of my head that would remain there
and my heart was gone all that would keep me alive was the first thought I
had of u when I was lost in that wonderful dream that was real
but I would never be whole again
and I would remain in the dark forever.......
listening to your voice and feeling all the jealousy in my stomach and in my
mind

I died and was reborn as an empty shell until I saw you
when I laid my eyes on you I felt reborn
I felt like I was in my greatest dream, but I knew it was real
i felt this feeling go away when the day had ended and I returned to my home
without the sight of you
until the next day that I could lay my eyes on your beauty
I felt the same feeling again when I was in the dream that was real
but when I had to return to my home the feeling was gone and it had left
me
I could feel pain and I suffered but then at the back of my mind that
fulfilled my whole body was an I'mage of you
I could endure any pain that came upon me
no matter what it was
I would easily drive myself insane thinking of you
the only thing that would ever keep me calm was you
even if I had slipped into darkness I knew that you would be there in my
heart
this feeling would remain in me forever
I had found my love for you was unmeasurable
I one day had enough courage to tell you how much I was in love with you
I told you and your response was "I'm sorry, but im going out with
someone already."
I felt as if my life had shattered
the cloud under my feet disappeared and I was crashing down to that painful
reality
I felt I wouldn't be able to continue with my life
but I couldn't get the thought of you out of my head
so I worked for your love and I would get as much of it as I possible hoping
that I would get enough to the point that I would have your heart
one day I thought it would never come, but it did and that day you took
complete control of me
you had come up to me and before I could say anything you hugged me then you
kissed me
I felt weak in my legs
I felt like that moment lasted forever
the you said will you go out with me?
I couldn't say anything and all you said is that a yes?
all I could do is shake my head yes
and from then on all I felt was everlasting love for you
 
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