A tear falls forever inside a broken heart
And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause me self-destruction is all your fault
I have bite marks on my tongue from all the words I never said
Tears brimming my eyes from all the nights I lied awake in bed
Scars on my wrists from all the times I wanted to be dead
Every night I cry because I know you don't love me
Every day I die hoping you'll notice me
And I want the truth from you even if it kills me
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
You are what my pain and anger is all about
The pathetic thing is that I still love you without a doubt
I need to pick up the pieces of myself that have died
Wipe away the tears from every night I cried
But it's impossible to when you realize
That ever word I said to you I meant and it was true
That I can say "I love you" and not mean it but really I do
And that I don't want anyone else but you
I can't pretend you were never here
'Can't fake like it didn't hurt when you disappeared
I can't even imagine that you are near
And it's killing me inside
Everything I said I wish were lies
Because when I say "I love you" I get no reply
So I cut myself today to see if I still feel
Focused on the pain, the only thing that's real
Reality is that my broken heart will never heal
So I'll have to cut again, just like I always do
I have to cut out a part of me that's clear as a tattoo
I have to cut out the part of me that cares for you
 
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