Broken glass shatter at my hands
I hold my heart in a plastic bag
the blood jumps in my head
my eyes begin to water once again
I gave my heart, my beating heart to you
he walks to my door, leaves me a note
her over you never again will I see you
he said all the words, I've longed to hear
he did all the things I loved
he made me feel loved again
the way I needed to feel
to make me happy
he made me happy
he made me feel beautiful

I sit on a bed, crying over him
no more self-esteem left in my body
I'm weak again for the first time
I gave my heart, my soul, my trust, keeping him from me, was like keeping me
from being happy
he kept me from him, I'm gone inside
once again, I lay here alone in my heart
In need of someone to love and love me
ugly, fat, useless, helpless, love able, unneeded, unwanted, uncared for,
unloved
everything i feel, so many thoughts in my head
I followed my heart
I came back with it broken
 
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