My mother

My mother and i have known eachother so long,
but when i turned eight we'd always fight,
i would wonder what i have done so wrong,
and i cried all through the night.

Her ex husbin would hit me all the time,
usually with a belt,
she acted like abuse was no crime,
she never knew how i felt.

I dont understand i was only eight,
with a stepdad and a mother who never treated me so great.
and to this day i dont understand why,
they have no pitty seeing a little girl cry.

My step dad was abusive i must say,
he made my mother and i cry every day.
I tried to hold in all of my tears,
but inside all there were were buldgeing all my fears.

Deep inside i was a sad little girl,
who was hating the large hateful world,
who would always act all fine,
who's entire life was on the line.

it started with a belt,
to a gun in my face,
which was the worst i ever felt,
as my heart would fastley race.

Now i am older same in many ways,
my mother and i do fight,
but it got deadlier,
which always gives me a fright.

With pulling at my hair,
she forced pillows on my face,
i felt she was going to kill me,
which gave me a large scare.

But i guess i do deserve it,
i was never the best i could be,
always getting hit,
no one ever looked out for me.

i no its not that good but if u have any advice feel free to give it. thank
you!
 
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