I woke up n not dreaming anymore
And I keep pretending who I’m not anymore
And I’m so feared
I hate you

Left me baggage u didn’t take
You’re not in my memory
You’re not what u were before
Is that so clear?

No matter where life takes me
I see when I close my eyes
Don’t let this control you
But Life isn’t pretending who you are anymore

It’s hell, and I’m falling to the floor
The promise I said to your face
Is all away
No one that swears understands my life

I can’t wait to hear the tomorrow
But not with you, I hate you, screw you
I have NO time for you anymore, you’re NOT mine
You’re a Liar & a Cheater,

When I woke up n not realizing what for
I keep wondering u aren’t who u r anymore
And the lies are true
I hate you

I can’t just sit here n watch you dogging me
Lying & Cheating on me
Even if your not with me anymore, you made so many distant mistakes
You’re never getting me back ever

Never follow me, And Forget me
Because I’m not for you anymore
Now, the sounds of you in my heart is burning
Keep crumbling and tearing of you more

Even when I scream you pressure my options
Even with closed eyes
And I’m left fake
And You leave me be

You, Don’t follow me, Don’t touch me
No, I wont just look at you like you didn’t do something wrong
No, I wont think of you and will never agree
No, I’m not your girl and screw you, F you, I hate you I am where I belong
Not with you

When I woke up nothing was worth it anymore
Because of you
I woke up to find the past is real
I’m just not who I use to be anymore

 
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