I am here
in this place
to get me better
and keep me safe

and in this place
are people like me
and our common goal is to be free

free from this place
free from ourselves
free from this sickness
that binds us down

the sun comes out
and starts to shine
and i know without a doubt
that this life is again becoming mine

they say that soon
ill be out of this place
that once seemed to be hell
but now full of gods grace

soon everynight will be full of sleep
and every dream will be full of peace
my fears will be gone
and my new life revealed

but until that day that i am free
i am here being all i can be
trusting in god
to show me the way
and to live my new
and start my new day



i wrote this while i was in St.Jones
i was put there for many reasons
i felt like i was in jail
b/c i was rebelling
but when i stopped cutting
and started listening
things got better and now i am home! : )



update
life sucks
i wish i was in that place again
id rather be in a hospital than in this house of hell
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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