I want to give you my heart and tell you how I really feel
But I can't be that same girl I thought was so unreal
There were two sides of me that no one knew about
The goodies two shoes and the other one was profound
Everyone would tell me to take chances, because you never know what could
happen
so I did
I took the chance of giving you my heart
But I should have listened to it before you tore it apart
It whispered keep me forever and always
But I didn't
I let it go like it meant only a little bit to me
But really I couldn't see
I guess I was blinded by something called love
I never really cared but I guess that wasn't enough
I was out of my mind to think that you could have been the one for me
I could have saved my heart for someone who actually felt the same way
But I was selfish and I didn't really care
I wanted someone
But you just happened to be there
I could say that I was using you for your love
But what I was feeling was more than enough
I held onto you when you let go
I always seemed to be the one to find out things slow
Everyone told me to just give up
But I was caught up in your trust
I thought...but I never knew
You were suppose to make me feel so new
But Now I'm a girl who has to fake every smile
when I hear your name I close my eyes so the tears wont fall down
 
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