So untouchable...
yet you reach right in and grasp with no remorse
So unreachable...
yet with every word you speak, every wall seems to crumble
So fragile...
yet you toss it around with mindless intention
So resilient...
yet you manage to find the perfect weapon upon which to shatter all that is
me
How can it be?
How can something so contained, so protected, be so breakable? So frail?
How can something so alive, so full of meaning, be so cold? So unfeeling?
Thump...thump...thump
Every metronomic beat reminds me...reminds me of how very weak I am
of how I so willingly place the most precious thing I attain, into the hands
of all that is deceiving
How can something that symbolizes the art of love,
be the main cause of so many battles, so many tears...so many scars
How could you take from me the only asset I hold so dear, the only thing
that permisses my every breath
and make me so dead inside, so painful for me to even open my eyes each and
every day?
You have destroyed me
You have broken me
You have so masterfully picked me apart...
I bow to thee...
You have my heart
Add me to the collection of sorrowful victims upon the shelf of your
conscience
Leave me there, let me cry, let me die
Let me have my last few moments of bitter peace...
Thump...thump...thump
I possess no control
I have become what you wanted me to be...
a fractured entity, dragged behind you on a chain of unforgiving capture
You have my heart...
I am no more
 
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