He said he was an “untitled in black”
We’ll just leave it there
He has no name as far as I’m concerned
I’ve lied and no longer care

You tore away my life
With your sore depressing stares
When I would give in to you
I felt heavens angry glares
-As I entrusted you

I wanted so bad to stop
But pleasing you was my duty
I felt there was nothing outside of it
Nothing outside of you and me

I tried to pull away
To drop a hint or two
But after so long it got carried away
And I became sick of you

Even after we’re done
I’m still haunted by your face
I try so hard to get away
But it corners me in every place

Deep inside my mind I loath you
Every inch of my being does
There isn’t a love between us
And really, there never was
-I used myself

A haunted memory
A jagged edge, the words are spilled like blood
But I’ll tell you the truth
If you promise not to budge

You took away my hope
Of being my absolute best
And since now that we are gone
I’d really like my rest
-Away from this world

But you’re always torturing me
The emotional pain is growing
The more I hide it behind loves draping’s
The more It ends up showing

I see the word “love” and turn away
I didn’t bring this on myself
You tore me in two, and threw away half
The half of care and love-causing hell

My emotions are run dry
I have nothing left to give
I have no care or hope to offer
I have no reason to live

I want to feel the love
Between me and another persons soul
But since you took that away
There are some things I may never know

You were all the things I feared
The things I wished I’d never be
So I hid behind the lies
Hoping that, they, you’d never see

A poem doesn’t come from no where
Especially when the words have depth
And words needing to escape, such as these
Should not be selfishly kept

It was like loving nothing
And nothing loved me back
Because there was only love on one end
And my end always seemed to lack

I’ll pretend to play along
That things are alright, and I’m okay
I remember every word
And every single day
-That you’ll always torture me

Who cares if it keeps going
You already won, right?
So just put me to rest, under this soreness
Tuck me and pull the trigger, as long as it’s good-night

Something I need to say to "him": THANKS FOR TAKING AWAY EVERY
THING I WAS! I REGRET EVERY SINGLE DAY I WAS EVER AROUND YOU! I wish you
could go through the pain and the hurt you caused me to go through, every
time we were around each other!
 
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