All these secrets
bottled up inside
now I'm ready to tell you,
are you ready to listen?

Many times you caught me crying
often asking what was wrong,and are you alright?
I lied and but now,
I'm ready tot tell you

The happiest day of my life turned on me
as my father took all i had and threw it away
"Don't you love me daddy?"
What have I done to you to deserve this?

Little I knew
this was the beginning
of the worst phase of my life
turning bad....to worse

I loved my dad dearly
but as the weekends approched,it became a nitemare
each weekend grew worse than the last
Finally the worst had come

One nite,after the worst yet
you left me alone to fend for myself
I layed there crying as he took the little bit of pride I had left
All I had was taken from me,This was the nite that would change everything

The screams I let out in pain
were muffled by the horrible song
I told myself its almost over
but I was so very wrong

Don't tell anyone he said
this is natural
you'll get used to it
your doin nothing wrong

I know ou know me too well but,
I beleived them both
How stupid was I,to make such a horrible desicion
Little did I know I was goin to have a normal life again without the
repeated flashback of those dreadfull nites

All my problems were about to be solved
I made myself tell before it was too late
I'll never forgive them
They deserve much worse than what they're getting

I trust you more than anyone
So please leave my past alone
the past still hurts,even though I try not to show it
The secrets I locked up come out, because I trust you the most,and I know
you care

All the secrets bottled up inside come out
WHat's done is done,please leave it alone
Thanks fer listening,my dearest best friend
I'm sorry i didn't tell you earlier,it was just to painfull
 
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