Sitting here invisible to your eyes,
I cry in the shadows of lost hope.
Tears retrace streams down my cheeks,
As I lose the thought of trying to cope.
All I can do is hold myself tightly,
Swaying back and forth lost in thought,
Grasping my arms that bleed my tears,
Releasing all of the pain that has been taught.
The darkness wraps itself around me,
As my cries drift through the night.
Shivering from the chill of the wind,
I know nothing will ever be right.
My body is frozen and feeling so numb,
But the pain still burns through my veins.
I fight to get rid of the hurt and the torment,
Only no matter what it still remains.
I can feel my tears freeze into crystals,
Just beds of diamonds on my face.
The blood on my arms turn into rubies,
As I slowly feel the pain begin to erase.
A smile appears upon me now,
Feeling dark and unknown upon me.
Happiness is not something I have felt.
It always appears to be a stranger I see.
The frost has chilled me to the bone.
My heart beat becomes much too slow,
But this numbness feels so friendly now.
I feel like I just want to let myself go.
As I die I feel a tear fall from my eye.
This one is not frozen though as it begins to fall.
Tears are meant for a symbol and this is what is meant,
The tear that remained unfrozen was my good-bye to all.
 
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