Slice your arm
your battle scars
from years of emotional pain.

The blood beads up
but now it won't stop
you sliced right through your vein.

You start to panic
as the blood seeps out
and starts to pool around.

There's no way to stop it
light-headed and dizzy
and now you're on the ground.

Your hands become cold
as the blood drains away
wanted help but it's far too late.

Somehow you always knew
trying never really mattered
cause suicide's your fate.

Your breaths become shallow
and the room starts to fade
as your life passes by.

Childhood memories come and go
and tears roll down your cheek
cause tonight you're going to die.

How will my parents feel?
My friends and family...
God only knows what they'll think.

Anger... sadness? But they did this...
I don't even know
how I got to the brink.

You don't have much time left
and you ask for forgiveness
as you look to the sky.

You hope for the best
as you say your final good-bye.
I never wanted this... I am too young to die.

- May 2, 2005 @ 11:38 pm
 
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