My Change

I hate looking to the next day thinking
Maybe I'll finally get the rest
Maybe this will be my day
I want things easy
And then I want them hard
Yesterdays turned to today
And tomorrow become the day before
I dont knoe how
My life came to this
I keep thinking, "Things will change"
But they dont, they're always the same
I try to be happy
But for some reason, I'm not
I look to the bright side
Then it becomes bleak
I knoe its in my head
And because of that I cant change
I try, so hard
Yet its the same as yesterday
My dreams fall fast
My hopes wont last
But as long as I'm stubborn, I'll make it
Fighting is my game
As I try to be more than tame
I'm battling myself
And I dont knoe if I'll win
I tried so hard to trust
But its become so tough
Not knowing whats before my eyes
I cant even believe my mind
I never knew I'd end up like this
That everyday would be the same
Sooner or later, I knoe I'll break
But I hold strong
I believe I'll have my day
My stories only just began
Tomorrow will be a new day
And I'll finally be
Who it is, I am meant to be
Between yesterday and today
Will be my change

 
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