I lay here
Thinking about our last fight
Wondering if I should make this
My last night
But then I realize that that will mean
You and I will never make it through
You and I will never be
I try to tell myself everything will be okay
But I know I am lying
I cant even look into my own eyes
Without looking away
I wish it could just be me and you
Unfortunately, my wishes never ever come true
I know you probably don’t mean to hurt me
You say its not my fault
I was the one who said it was meant to be
Maybe it is, maybe it isn’t
Sorry for…whatever it is
I don’t know why I am apologizing
Because I never did you no wrong
Please don’t play with my heart
Was it a lie? A joke? All from the very start?
I said I wont be broken again
Its up to you now
Even if it is stupid and messed up
My broken heart will show in my scars
You saved me from that last time
So please
Wont you save me once more
You exist in my heart
But maybe it would be better if
I no longer existed
Would I be in your soul?
Tell me this please
All I want is to be in love with you
You love me again
Me love you
But now, no one knows
What will happen
I know we should be fine
But its important that you also know
So as I lay here in agony
Wondering what to do
I just hope that you know
I miss you
I love you

 
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