The blue eyed boy has captured me
Like a lost fish in a sea longing for what it needs
Tempting me by caressing me and telling me things I want to hear
Not knowing on the inside this is my biggest fear

Love is love and lust is lust
Is this what it is supposed to be
Deep into dusk
Kissing the night away I wish things
Weren’t this way
Hoping god can forgive me
And let me love him just as he loves me...


My worst nightmare has come alive
He’s always by my side he caught me when I fell
And told me things he wanted to tell
Knowing in the end once again I’d hurt him
I’ll abandon him to be happy
Fulfilling my dreams is what I need

Love is love and lust is lust
Is this what it is supposed to be
Deep into dusk
Kissing the night away I wish things
Weren’t this way
Hoping god can forgive me
And let me love him just as he loves me...

I wonder why I feel forced
Into loving a man with little remorse
Calling out is what he does
Making life difficult for everyone
Trying to grasp what truly doesn’t exist
I read the papers and see
This isn’t for me...

Love is love and lust is lust
Is this what it is supposed to be
Deep into dusk
Kissing the night away I wish things
Weren’t this way
Hoping god can forgive me
And let me love him just as he loves me
Wondering when my time will be done
Hoping he isn’t the monster
Hoping he isn’t the creature
Hoping he is my dream
Totally dedicated to me......


 
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